Monday, June 30, 2008

summertime

The living's not easy but the cotton is high. So much in these last few months--no use mentioning them here, semi-publically, but how it diminishes a person! And how free I am now!

Marriage in six weeks. A pretty dress being altered. How lucky I am to be a Maid of Honor. How strange it is to watch my younger sister being married! Katie Kapotsy now and nothing I can do about it. She shouldn't know about such things. I was so happy when I was her age. I'm too old now.

I'm so happy since May. Happy to be who I am where I am instead of someone else. That sounds silly and no one will know what I mean. I don't care.

Mr. Bush, ex-lawyer man, I've wondered about you. Are you reading this? If you ever want to call me, you might! I really dislike instant messenging. 614.327.1076 Be brave sometime!